Thursday, October 25, 2012

Long time...

I haven't blogged in forever it feels..but that doesn't surprise me, time is just flying away..It's almost November which crazy enough just means we're getting closer to a new year, a much needed new year..not that I am complaining a lot of good has come out of this year, mixed with quite a bit of bad but anyways...heres an update..

I am alive, and well..My aunt is still here, her house hasn't even began getting repaired yet. A coworker left about two weeks ago, I don't even know if thats accurate I have lost track of time, I swear, but it was sad to see her leave, after three months you get used to the same faces and consider it your 'work family' haha or something like that, not that I saw her A LOT but still..she started when I did and I don't know it was sad, but I hope for the best for her. I have been really busy between school, and work..I miss blogging, and I always think about blogging but just never get around to it..I feel so stressed out lately, I have a lab practical tomorrow for Biology...I have been studying all day like crazy, and I don't know if its selfish to ask the lord to be on my side tomorrow..In better news my mom and I are supposed to go to the mountains we're leaving Sunday, and coming back Tuesday, short lived but hopefully well worth it, and some time to just get away from it all, well not away from it all because I will bringing my laptop, and my practice test for my math test for Wednesday, I don't know when, or if it will stop...but we can hope right? I feel like as I type this, it is completely mono-tone, it's ridiculous, I just want some time to be able to relax and not think about a test, or exam, just a moment to breathe and not cram in studying :(...other than that nothing new really has happened, not amazing, or drastic...my brother put my name in for a drawing at work for a car, which honestly I wish he hadn't, but you never know...anyways so the drawing is tomorrow and I decided since I haven't looked at my horoscope in a really long time I would, and I didn't find much, just the usual kind of horoscopey (not a word lol) things, but there was a thing that said "maybe its time for some good karma since you have been so generous" or something along those lines...and all I could think is really? when you give and are generous you aren't to expect anything in return, despite the times that I slip up and say "well I did this for you.." or "I bought you this" I completely despise when I do that...I feel so guilty after..but I don't know we'll see what happens, I don't except to be a car richer tomorrow lol, although I won't lie it would be kind of nice? haha. Also, I was talking about time flying with my aunt and she said, you've just been so busy so everything seems to go by much faster, but at work I talked to a lady who said "the older you get the faster time flies" but I am convinced its just this year...Anyways I should be getting some sleep for this practical tomorrow rather then blogging, see this is what it comes to when I blog...Rest > Blogging...thats why I end up going a while without a blog..

Praying anyone that reads this is having a less stressful time, and that their time is going a little bit slower than mine...good night :).